Author Archives: Gina Rounds

I’m a native Spanish speaker but I’m still majoring in it

Even though I’ve been learning Spanish since I could talk, I still decided to make it a part of my major here at UMass Amherst. I know what you must be thinking, this girl is looking for an easy route through college. At least that’s what some people’s opinions are. But that’s not all I do. I also study political science. Even if I only studied Spanish, I don’t think it’s fair to invalidate people’s accomplishments based on just one factor. I may not struggle with grammar or with pronunciation, but if you are studying a language at the college level then one is expected to already have some sort of background in it. Regardless, I have never personally heard of an English major being asked why they are majoring in English if they already speak it. Perspective is everything.

I originally thought that I’d only do a Spanish minor because I, too, thought it was pointless and unfair of me to get a degree in it. Because of that, I went into it not disclosing my background which to me is sad. No one should ever have to hide anything of themselves in order to accommodate other people’s feelings. But to my surprise, I was never met with any backlash. As a matter of fact, I became aware that Spanish majors come from all different kinds of backgrounds. That gave me a sense of belonging. Furthermore, I’m very passionate about the shift in Spanish usage and influence in the United States so I would like to incorporate that in my professional career. To put it simply, my goal is to be in a mainly political science field while also including my Spanish background.

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Growing Up French-Dominican

My parents, little brother, and I. 2005

Being biracial had never been something I thought about growing up until I moved to the United States. This is not to say I was unaware of it, but I never saw the importance of emphasizing it. To me, my mom wasn’t Dominican and my father wasn’t French. They were mami and papi. It never crossed my mind while I played with cousins and friends that I was different from them or that they were different from me. They were my cousins and friends. Although this is something that most kids don’t think about in general, I think it’s an American thing. Race is talked about differently all over the world, but in the United States, it tends to be a bigger topic of conversation.

I never personally felt like I had to “choose a side,” but it did oftentimes feel like I should feel that way. This is not to say that others don’t tend to assume my race or ethnicity, I’ve just always known no one can invalidate my blackness or my whiteness. I’m both. They are not mutually exclusive. I very much so grew up in a Dominican household but that doesn’t make me any less French. Do I wish I was more immersed in that culture? Absolutely yes. But sadly that was out of my control. Kids know what their parents teach them and I cannot live my life regretting something I didn’t have a choice in.

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My experience immigrating to the U.S. from the Dominican Republic

Growing up in a Spanish speaking country only feels special once you leave to live somewhere else. But when looking back, that integrative experience really allowed me to witness at first hand how other people live outside of the United States. 

Many people struggle when it comes to staying true to who they are. They may experience things that cause them to shift their way of thinking and to an extent, their identity. This is all understandable because it is inevitable for people to change and grow up. But there will always be one place that brings them back to their roots and true way of life.

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