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Learning about Myself and the Spanish Major through SPAN 394PI

While reading through this blog, searching for ideas to write my post on, I came across a post that I felt really applied to me, titled “How the Spanish Major Has Prepared Me for the Future.” I wholeheartedly agree with the statement in the title of this post, and wanted to share my own story with my major and why I am passionate about Spanish.

I have always loved learning about Spanish. I took my first Spanish class in sixth grade, and I was always eager to learn more. In high school, my Spanish and Film classes were always my favorite, needless to say that I am currently double majoring in Spanish and Film Studies here at UMass. Even though my passion for Film Studies only started around my junior year of high school, my career aspirations have always included some form of Spanish component. From wanting to work in a government role using Spanish and now leaning towards international documentary filmmaking, Spanish is a large part of my career goals. 

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Does your dual degree even matter?

Since my sophomore year when I decided to pursue a dual degree, I have been asking both myself and others, “Does a dual degree really even matter?” and I’m going to tell you right now, before you read this whole thing, that the question is not “Does it really matter?” but “Does it matter to you?” 

You see, before my freshman year of college, my mom and I discussed that I would try to graduate early, so that when my brother went into his freshman year of college, my parents would be able to afford it. Since I am the oldest of four children, where and how long I decided to go to college not only depended on my own desires, but those of my siblings. However, my sophomore year I discovered that since I took so many credits each semester, it was perfectly possible for me to graduate in four years with two bachelor’s degrees if I kept up the heavy workload. I immediately sold my parents on the idea and began my dual degrees in Linguistics and Spanish. And you know what? It’s been a lot of work. My semesters are hard and they always have been, but I felt like I was working towards something great. That was, until I listened to what other people had to say. Eventually, my mom seemed to decide that a dual degree didn’t matter all that much and she told me I should have just graduated early when I had the chance. At the end of my junior year, she asked me “Are you sure it’s not too late to just graduate?” My partner’s mom, some friends, family, and professors, all told me at one point or another that my dual degree didn’t really matter that much. I didn’t understand why no one else seemed to understand how much work I had put into these degrees. And so I have spent many months filled with guilt that I decided to work towards something that “didn’t matter.” That is, until recently, when I finally realized why people have been telling me that my dual degree doesn’t matter. 

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Reflections on Teaching ESL: A Life-Changing Journey

As I reflect on my time teaching English as a Second Language (ESL) during my gap year, I am filled with gratitude for the experience and the many lessons it imparted. At the time, I was exploring the possibilities of a career with my Spanish major, and I never could have anticipated how much this experience would shape not just my academic path but also my personal growth. Teaching ESL was one of those rare opportunities that transcended the classroom; it became a window into understanding the world in new ways and connecting with people whose stories were often hidden behind language barriers.

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Trying (and failing) to sum up my study abroad experience

As soon as people find out I studied abroad, they immediately ask “How was is?”, “What was it like?” “Did you love it?”, expecting a quick and simple response.

I’ve come to dread these questions, hating the fact that I’m expected to sum up my entire 10 months abroad of innumerable experiences, both positive and negative, full of every emotion under the sun, into a few words or a few sentences. Maybe some people are able to do this successfully; I, however, am not.

I have been back in the U.S. for over 5 months now, and I am still unable to summarize my abroad experience. I actually avoid talking about it. Although I give the typical answer of “Amazing!” or “Incredible!”, a more accurate description would involve the words challenging, rewarding, difficult, and eye-opening. I still am in the process of reflecting on my study abroad experience, on what I’ve learned, and on how I changed. It was a year of incredible growth and countless learning opportunities, pushing me out of my comfort zone to take risks and encouraging me to open my mind to see the world through a different lens.

I’m hoping that someday I’ll be able to summarize it well in an efficient way. Since I am not there yet, I am going to share some of what I learned abroad by introducing you to a few of the people I met in Spain who impacted me greatly and what I learned from each of them.

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